This past week was one of the most difficult weeks that I have experienced in my life. The loss of my grandmother and the circumstances which have led up to the last moment have been a emotional roller coaster for me. Seeing her for the last time without life in her is so strange but you have to do it. You have to. Which is something that needed to be said a long time ago.
Slowly rolling back into the week I will be working toward the 3 festivals I have booked in the next 3 weekends. It is definitely hard because I don't have to go somewhere to work... I have push myself to begin and all I can think about is my grandma.