Motherhood changes you that's for sure. It makes you live your life so much more than you ever did before. You'll give up everything you cared about before just for this little ones happiness. It's an amazing and exhausting experience. I get worn out everyday from loving on my child and that's just how it is. I am enjoying what I feel is the best time of my life.
I am still learning and I think the hardest part at this point is taking the time to take care of myself but I am getting better about it. It's difficult to focus on yourself and it's easy to forget about it. So I am hoping that these holidays help me want to start working on building my self back up. That's what I really need so I can better care for my child.